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[11 Feb 2005|02:38pm] |
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So I get to go home in a week! YAY! I'm excited! However...I work EVERY SINGLE DAY until I leave. And I have a buttload of schoolwork to do before I leave too. So it is official, I will have NO life. Meh. It'll be worth it. But I won't be sleeping either. And I took the most retarded English test ever. Damn Flagler College for not accepting my AP credits. Mah *shakes fist* And I have a Vis Comm test next week, a bazillion drawings due for art, I have to go to the library to work on my graphics project, and soon we're starting our webpages in comp class. Bleh. But my birthday is in 12 days!!!!Yay! Not like I'm doing anything super exciting, but oh well. That's all, I felt like letting people in on my soon to be no life. :)
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[02 Nov 2004|06:06pm] |
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So today has been a horrible day. Nothing goes right...no good food, except for waffles. Got a stupid B- on my english paper, which I totally did not deserve, lady is a fucking psycho...I have to write another english paper due on thursday, i have drawing homework, a mass comm test, and reading for my Old Testament class...all of which I plan on procrastinating. I miss Mike horribly, so bad I want to rip my heart out, but I'm really good at hiding it. Nobody really knows, but deep down I think I'd rather die than not have him around. School sucks, it makes me want to transfer. On the brighter side, I will now create a montage of things that make me happy.
( Happy Times )
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| hooray for going to bed early |
[01 Nov 2004|02:47am] |
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I could start off by saying why are people so stupid...but that wouldn't be very nice, very true, but not very nice. I will start off by saying people can be very blind. This aggravates me, because it's always the people who need to open their eyes? I will use my analogy/metaphor that I used in my english paper. You can only get stung so many times before you stop hanging around the beehive. Well, that is how a lot of people are, unfortunatly there are people who keep getting stung, and keep sticking around. It frustrates me that it can't just be accepted that shit happens, there are bad people in the world, and sometimes pretty decent people get mixed up in bad things that make them ugly people. Shit happens, you can't change the world. Sometimes you have to let jerks be jerks, assholes be assholes, and idiots be idiots. Then again I guess that goes the same for the people who don't see. Just let them wander through life with their eyes closed. But sometimes there needs to be interference, because I can only stand by and watch someone get hurt so many times, by the same person too. It's frustrating, it's aggravating, and I guess I feel like nobody will ever learn from this lesson because everybody does the same shit they do everyday, no matter what.
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| yay! |
[26 Oct 2004|02:18pm] |
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I'm in a good mood. I got a B on my Old Testament quiz, and I got to retake a quiz in my comp class. Life is getting a little bit better. While it sucks that I haven't seen Mike in forever, I had a nice long talk with him last night. It started out a bit rocky, but then it turned out nice because we had a normal conversation without either of us being upset. And I'm super excited because this weekend is parent's weekend and my parents are bringing up my guitar so Audrey can teach me how to play. I'm gonna learn how to play "Seasons" by Ghoti Hook and play it for Mike when he comes up to visit on our anniversary. It's exciting, because for once he actually doesn't know what the surprise is. I have him fooled into thinking I'm learning how to surf. It's great. On another note, ummmm...I have another paper to do for English that I really don't want to start and I'm upset because apparently if I chose to do it on psychobilly that would be too vague of a topic, but I'm gonna talk to her and see anyways. Otherwise I don't really know what I'm gonna do. And I have a million things to do in the next 2 days. homework for drawing, a million computer assignments, a rough draft for my old testament paper, my english paper rough draft, and studying for a communications test. Oh well. no sleep ever. I'll get it all done...I hope. I'm hungry. And I should be doing work but I'm procrastinating. It's only tuesday and I'm depressed. But in the long shceme of things I can't believe it's already going to be halloween. It's craziness. Well, that's all for now. Toodles!
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[22 Oct 2004|09:40pm] |
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why are people so fake???????
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| I totally just got molested by your toes. |
[22 Oct 2004|12:52am] |
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It's nights like tonight when I am thankful for the few friends I have. They make me smile. Audrey and Morgan....well...I'd be dead in a hole without you guys....Morgan, you tought me about biting elbows. Audrey, well, this isn't funny, but you wrote an amazing song about me. Ashley, well, all I have to say to you is Purple...or tonight is definatly one of those nights when life threw us tapioca. Brianna, even though you don't read this I hope someone will read it to you...you totally bit me...it was good times...and you make me laugh you crazy wild boar. Tina, well, it would've been good times had you not drifted off on the phone, but I still love you. Everyone of you makes me smile, and I am thankful for each of you. It's all about west lawnin' it up. Oh and Scotty, if you ever read this...I DON'T APPRECIATE YOU TRYING TO PULL MY PANTS DOWN!!!...pervert...Audrey...you fall into that category too. Trying to expose me to the world. Crazy kids. It was a fun night that I am definatly glad I did not sleep through. I will leave everyone with this note. Is he white????
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[21 Oct 2004|09:58pm] |
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1. Tell me one thing you love about me.
2. Tell me two things you love about yourself.
3. Look through the comments... when you see someone you know, tell them three things you love about them.
4. Do this in your journal so I can tell you what I love about YOU.
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| AKG;LOEGPOAWRHAWPORHJPAWOTJAPOUIHFUHPOSHBOURGFPOHGOAIWRGPOAWRG;OJGAIWOEGTPOA |
[21 Oct 2004|01:10pm] |
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Those are the letters that describe how I feel. Today, could quite possibly be one of the worst days ever. and boy do I mean EVER. I was up until about 5, I was studying until about 2 for my Old Testament quiz, and I was writing my paper for english. Well, needless to say I bombed my old testament quiz...and then I get into computer class and things started to look up. Our teacher wasn't there, I could leave whenever I wanted. Well, I took the quiz in there and I got a C. For no real reason other than my answers were screwed up. Then the lady that was in there was being a bitch about the quiz, so I emailed my real professor. I did printscreen to show her how SHE fucked up. I'm so tired of doing horriblly on the account of others. Especially teachers. She doesn't explain the material enough, she doesn't do anything real except give us hard stuff to do. I'm so annoyed. So all I want to do is go to Turtle Music and look at cds. It will make me feel better...I hope. I had lunch today, first meal, and I had cheerios. But not just ordinary cheerios, I had to eat them with chocolate milk. Now normally I wouldn't mind, but I didn't like the added chocolateness today. Damn the dining hall for having such long lines and no regular milk!!!!!*shakes fist* This is just one of those days. I feel like screaming my head off at the world. Why do good things happen to bad people? Sometimes people really don't deserve the happiness they are experiencing, and others definatly don't deserve the pain they are experiencing. Today is one of those days in which life is definatly NOT sparing me the cheese. Oh well, I must go suffer now. Maybe I'll actually take a shower...or not.
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[20 Oct 2004|03:19pm] |
| How to make a Kara |
Ingredients:
1 part mercy
1 part silliness
3 parts energy |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy! |
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| dum de dum dum |
[20 Oct 2004|02:20am] |
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I was planning on going to bed earlier. But I didn't. I talked to Mike at like 11 and he was really pissy, which made me upset, and really angry. He acts like he's the only one suffering from the long distance relationship thing. Oh well. I talked to Audrey for like half an hour and then we were like, "let's go out to the rotunda", but then we changed our minds and decided to go to the breezeway. Well, people were cutting their hair down there, so we took a walk around the school. As we were walking we saw about 5 different couples making out or basically having sex in public. It made me want to hurl. Then we saw Morgan and Michael, and we didn't want them to think we were spying on them, even though they saw us, so we ran. Then they ended up chasing after us, we talked for a bit, then Aud and I continued our walk. It was nice, we talked for a long time, and it made me feel a lot better. Thanks! :) And then we came back, and now I am here. Tired, thinking about the fact that I have an 8 a.m. class tomorrow and I can't afford to skip it. Oh well. I don't need sleep...it's overrated. Well, I must go read the headlines of the New York Times. Later much!
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| yay! |
[19 Oct 2004|01:28am] |
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Don't Let the Sun Go Down On Me- Me First and the G.G. |
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So Morgan and I were at Target tonight and I bought a $15 card for itunes, so I get that much money towards music. Well, that makes me super excited, because I'm downloading some cool songs. I will keep buying more. Ahhhh I will have no more money. Oh well, that's life. So if you have any songs that I might like let me know. Anyways, I had a fairly good day. I got to sleep, everything was good. Nothing bad happened until this boy Michael totally didn't know who I was. I wanted to cry. It proves my point that I am not a memorable person. Not that I want him to remember me in the "oooo she's cute" way or anything...I just wish I could make some kind of impression on people. I dyed my hair again. Still black, just re-dyed. It was fun. Then I got to pull Morgan's hair through a funny cap so she could get highlights. It was good times. Then I was downstairs and heard Audrey play my song, and I love it. Even though it makes me cry, it makes me feel better. Well, that's all. It seemed to be a pretty okay day. Later much!
*disclaimer, song is by Me First and the Gimme Gimmes...lj would not let me type in their whole name.
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[17 Oct 2004|09:29pm] |
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I feel like doing a montage *sp* of my life...well not exactly of my life but of someone that I miss dearly and I wish were here with me right now.
( montage )
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| yay for everyone but me |
[17 Oct 2004|08:44pm] |
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So yay I'm happy for everyone...except me. Everybody is meeting new people, branching out, having fun, and I'm not. Well, I'm having fun with the people I know...but I don't ever meet anyone. Everybody has moments with people....I have moments with squirrels. Fun right? Oh and I can't forget about the dead leaves..and that one awkward moment with the hair tie that flew at me. Seriously. I don't talk to people...or is it that people just don't talk to me. Oh well. Either way, I am happy for everyone, I'm just depressed because I have no one here. It makes me want to curl into a ball and never leave my room. It fucking sucks. Everyone gets super excited about meeting new people, and I'm depressed about having the person I care about at home. Oh well, tough shit. Even though I hate tapioca, this is definatly one of those times when life doesn't throw you tapioca. arg. Sometimes I just get so frustrated when all I want is to be happy for everyone. People meet people and that's wonderful. I guess I just feel like if everybody goes off and meets new people, I'll be left behind because I'm definatly not meeting new people, and that squirrel I had the moment with doesn't even like me. I'm done bitching. maybe I should make this entry private so nobody reads it...I kind of don't want them knowing. Oh well. Tough shit. I'm in a bad mood anyways, so I guess I don't care.
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| Starvation |
[17 Oct 2004|10:17am] |
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For anyone who was thinking about coming to Flagler College, DON'T. Well, if you're like me don't. They have this tendency to starve you on the weekends...with this crazy notion that they call "brunch" it doesn't start until like 11:00...and if you're up at odd hours like myself, then you starve to death waiting for 11:00 to roll around. It sucks. I'm hungry and a bit disgruntled due to my aching stomach. That's all.
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[17 Oct 2004|02:10am] |
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Why do people have to be blind? Why can't they just open their eyes and see what's really going on instead of keeping their narrow scope on life. Broaden your horizons! Experience new people. Experience new things. GET THE FUCK OUT OF YOUR BUBBLE. That's it, life's a bitch. I'll leave with this quote which can be applied to all situations going on. "Tough shit. Life doesn't always through you tapioca." although, in some cases, you can turn vanilla pudding into tapioca....i hope.
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| enough quizzes |
[15 Oct 2004|11:31pm] |
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Popular-Wicked |
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So that was enough of the quizzes...I was just kind of bored. Megan's watching How to Loose a Guy in 10 Days...and I'm tired. I hate my job and I'm glad I quit. It was retarded. Well, tomrrow will be my last day...HOORAY!!!!!!!!! I'm happy about that. I miss everybody. It's such a nice cold night out I wish Audrey and Morgan were here so we could go running around in the cold and get more sick. Yay for cold! I'm happy the weather finally changed. I did some cleaning tonight...you guys would be proud. I even changed my bed sheets. Definatly need to vaccuum our side....it's probably infested with crumbs of the food type. I have a ton of work I should really try to get done, but I won't because I don't really care. I have a paper to write, I could be catching up in Old Testament, I have drawing homework...there's always things I could be doing, I'm just lazy and tired. Like right now...I kind of want to go to sleep and it's only 11:30. Soooooooo tired. It's been a long day...and tomorrow will be even longer. *twitches* oh well...they get back tomorrow and the fun can resume because we must celebrate me quitting my job....HOORAY AGAIN!!!!! Well, that's all folks! Toodles! Oh and by the way MORGAN AND AUDREY...just so you know how much I miss you I have that Popular song stuck in my head. I love you guys!
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| gotta love betty boop! |
[15 Oct 2004|11:30pm] |
Movie Star Betty
You want to be as famous as the big actors getting
all the big bucks. You want the spotlight all
to yourslef and you want people to stalk your
every move...its all about you!
Which Betty Boop are YOU?!
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[15 Oct 2004|11:26pm] |
you are the nekromantix!
yes! you like coffins, bondage, and rockabilly
chicks or guys. slap that coffin bass you old
dog!
what psychobilly band are you?
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